I am waiting patiently.
"If it doesn't come bursting out of you in spite of everything, don't do it,
unless is comes unasked out of your heart and your mind and your mouth and your gut,
don't do it.
If you have to wait for it to roar out of you, then wait patiently, if it never does roar out of you, do something else."
I am waiting patiently for it to roar out of me.