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hand hold time

I was in a nasty mood the other day.  Really brutally nasty.  I ended up always feeling this way I guess when fall begins which is a result  of thinking out of time.

I keep thinking let's go to the beach soon, it is almost that time of the year....oh yeah...
Let's shop for christmas presents, woah, hang on a minute.

My body clock gets out of sinc and it makes me cranky.

I have a hard time being right here in early fall.

I lost my cool with my nearest and dearest and they rallied.

My husband held my hand.
My kids and I went swimming and we dove and ducked and made up games and we came out fresh.

The pacing changes, the clock has not yet been set back.

Let's tell time with light and fingers.



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