This picture kind of sums up where I stand at the minute. I am boring holes into the things around me in an effort to see them more clearly and suck juices out of good things but I can't help feeling unnerved by storm clouds just above the horizon line. When I took this picture I was oblivious to the stormy sky along the edges and focused on those ripe round orange fruits all around me. It almost took my breath away when I took a look at the pictures later. Those clouds are menacing, yet those pumpkins are so full of water and goodness and vitamins and food. The clouds are just passing through.
Since 2020, I have written the following: -grandiose grocery lists (written on an empty stomach) that often end up getlting left behind at home -funding proposals -delicately worded emails -harried Whatsapp messages -a slew of facebook messages (that basically kept me alive) -a tinder profile or two... -utilitarian text messages -heart felt text messages -the very occasional love note (on paper) to a friend or a loved one The things I have not written since 2020: -a journal -a multi-page handwritten letter -a play -a sketch -a novel -more than 2-3 blog posts that I didn't even publish -a pros and cons list
excellent! moment captured, considered, illuminated. excellent.
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