This is the season that we make bunk bed caves and forts and snow houses every day. We suspend blankets over our heads and let the light of a tiny flashlight make the whole thing glow. There is one at the foot of the stairs, another one behind the couch, one between two mattresses. We feel this urge to create new structures to cocoon us until we can knock them all down in spring with our wings.
I won't visit you this month. You won't call. I will raid your garden and you won't get any of the vegetables. I will make plans without telling you about them. We'll go to the store and not buy you one single thing. Whole books will be read and I will not tell you which ones. I will watch movies and not inform you. The nasturiums will ripen. Last month was different. I changed my schedule and took time off work to be with you. I dropped all kinds of plans for us to be together. You sent me messages, I received them. I picked up food that I thought you would like at the store and sent you pictures of every beautiful thing I saw. I sang with you. We watched the Great Canadian Baking Show. You chose the recipe for the garlic scape pesto and gave me instructions for making the gooseberry jam. I am in August without you. You are in July.
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