Construction Plans

Enough deconstruction has gone on for one season and we are only 3 days in.

All the once good ideas have been stripped for parts.

I very nearly let a pot boil, dry but I didn't.

I am ready to plant something, paint something or build something new.

Lucky for me, now that birthday season is upon us, fresh construction plans are being drawn up. This week it has been decided upon that we will construct a fun fair in cake form. That is the plan. It is not necessarily my plan or a wise one. It is an ambitious plan and it is going to have to involve a flexible vision, bendable candy and it is not probably going to be accomplished without some panic induced grouchiness, but it is a construction plan.

We are going to build it from the gumdrops up.

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Writing it out.

Since 2020, I have written the following: -grandiose grocery lists (written on an empty stomach) that often end up getlting left behind at home -funding proposals -delicately worded emails -harried Whatsapp messages -a slew of facebook messages (that basically kept me alive) -a tinder profile or two... -utilitarian text messages -heart felt text messages -the very occasional love note (on paper) to a friend or a loved one The things I have not written since 2020: -a journal -a multi-page handwritten letter -a play -a sketch -a novel -more than 2-3 blog posts that I didn't even publish -a pros and cons list

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Proper Cry

Photo Source: thesetingstaketime.com via Stephanie on Pinterest I love to laugh. I love laughing so hard I lose control. I love that release. For this reason and lots of others, I could not wait to see the blockbuster, Bridesmaids last summer. Everyone told me, "you are going to pee yourself. It is so FUNNY." And yes, I almost did pee myself, but I also cried through almost the entire last half of the movie. I did not laugh so hard I cried, I just plain sobbed. I felt really sad watching the story of two friends come to terms with how their friendship was changing. I was really surprised by my reaction after all the hype about how hilarious the movie was, but I knew why. The brilliance of this movie was how life can be so hilarious and painful at the same time. Yesterday, I was on a social networking site and one of the people I follow mentioned that she cried "proper tears" upon reading a story about a woman's tragic childhoo

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